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26 Jun, 20:22
En niemand zingt meer over bloesembomen
En waar blijven onze dromen?
Verdwenen in de anonieme massa,
Die het dagelijks gemaakte leven heet
Schrijf je naam op voordat je hem vergeet
Want in deze tijd raak je alles kwijt
Zit je daar, zonder identiteit
De zon kan niet meer schijnen, zonder dat ze er geld voor vragen
Bij sommigen begint het bedrog nu pas te dagen
They crushed our childhoodmemories
Onder het mom van: Dit doen we voor worldpeace
Ook haar memories werden met de grond gelijk gemaakt
Haar hoof volgepompt met zooi,
Zodat ze haar eigen gedachten niet meer verstaat
Nu hoor ik haar nooit meer zingen,
Over de bloesembomen en andere childhooddingen
Ze verpletterden haar glimlach en daarmee ook mijn humeur
Ga me niet vertellen hoe ik moet ademen, want dan wijs ik je de deur
Mensen worden en zijn gehersenspoeld
“Geen mening hebben is goed” wordt daarmee bedoeld
Ze willen onze herrie onhoorbaar maken
Onze intelligente creativiteit laten staken:
“Laat artiesten zwijgen en zich verbergen,
Hun paint, mikes en spuitbussen opbergen”
Maar ik weiger te zwijgen
Mensen willen een rebel,
Voor mijn part kunnen ze het krijgen.
Stop killing our minds and memories
Want to hear her sing again about those blossomtrees
3 Feb, 21:18
Hey, follow me
Welcome inside my head
I’m really sorry for the mess
Watch out! Don’t trip over that pile of trash
I’m not a junk, I just got junk in my head
Look out! Don’t fall into that black pit
You won’t feel very happy in there
Trust me, I know how it feels
At your right hand you can see my fantasies; I’ve got lots of those
Some terrifying, some strange and some very forbidden
But most of them are wonderful
Turn to the left and you will see memories
Some very painful and sad
But also a lot about good times with friends
Behind closed doors secrets and things I made myself forget
You better don’t open them
Because they will make me very sad
Don’t step into that net
It’s for fast flying thoughts
Which I’m trying to catch
If you didn’t notice those, than just look up
You’ll see many things flying around
You see many words, a lot of different thoughts
Music and peoples faces
Pieces of stories and a lot of different places
Things that people said and things I still have to do
Just say it when I’m going to fast for you
Over there you can see things that I suddenly remember
And in that corner you can see my aggression
I wouldn’t go near it, if I where you
O god, better cover your ears
Often, mostly in the evening
I loose control over my head
Than it’s like a very noisy tornado in here
And that really drives me insane
O good it’s gone again,
So you can remove your hands from your ears
You know, sometimes it’s really quiet in here
But than there are still things going on
Don’t let it fool you
If you hear people yelling, don’t get frightened
It happens a lot
Please, let me apologise again for the mess
This is the end of the tour
Any questions?
16 Jan, 16:03
One look of me is enough to make the blood in your veins freeze
And that’s not because they call me a sleaze
I make your heart collapse under serious pressure
So that the undertaker has to come to take a measure
I’m the Queen of the Fools don’t try to burn me down
‘Cause I’ve been trough hellfire and you won’t get my crown
I’m a little bit strange and a whole lot of crazy, but he that’s me
And I’m not going to live up your standards if you don’t like me
I’m looking trough the eyes of a fool
My thrown is more like a toadstool,
‘Cause like a mean faced fairy I’m very small
Maybe I have to eat a cookie like in Alice in Wonderland to become tall
But hell no, my big mouth is enough to compensate my height
I spit words like venom and I can also fight
And yeah, my big mouth: I’ve got big lips, they look filled up
I use them for my addiction to my strawberry lollipop
Had a sad youth, can still feel the pain and I’m not lying
But life goes on and have to keep smiling
So everyday I laugh like a fool
And I don’t care if you think that’s not cool
I write poetry and songs
And no, they are not about boys, shoes and thongs
I look like a blonde bimbo, but I’m not an airhead
And if you think that, than you’re the one who’s brain-dead
Don’t act superior ‘cause I bow to no one
There are so many like you, and of me only one
You don’t make my decisions and you don’t write my rules
I’m just the Queen of the Fools
And I won’t change my way
Anyway, this is just what I wanted to say
16 Jan, 16:00
Hard words thrown into the atmosphere
They hit you and I know you want to disappear
If words could cut you would almost bleed to dead
But instead you try to act as if you are deaf
You yell back and try to look tough
But you know that won’t heel the wounds enough
You heard enough and turn away
Going to your room, an almost safe place to stay
Closing your eyes to disappear
Trying to run from the things you fear
Running to the world inside your head
A place where pain is dead
A world of fragile pieces you try to hold together
Somewhere you would like to stay forever
But the voices shout at you again and you’re back into reality
Back in the world of hate, egoism and vanity
You have to act like you’re concrete, but you’re more like crystal glasses
Trying to survive the daily routine as time passes
But when everyone is quiet and you can only hear yourself breath
Then you close your eyes again to leave
You fall into yourself, going back to the place where pain is dead
And then you are in the world made of fragile pieces inside your head
6 Dec, 19:22
I’m sick of waiting here for nothing
God doesn’t hear me
And I wish people gave me something
Frozen inside
But I still can bleed
You can cover my eyes
But I still can see
This world a rotten mess
Looking at peoples faces
Seeing feelings I can’t posses
Wish I could go to other spaces
But I’m stuck on the ground
Can’t fly away and can’t hide
The words to describe can’t be found
Sometimes I’m so sick of my stupid pride
It holds me back from the things I want to say
And sometimes I talk to much and need to shut up
Tomorrow is the same like yesterday
The youth turns out the be fucked up
But all we do is sit around and wait for judgement day
And tomorrow will be the same rotten mess like yesterday
24 Nov, 21:24
Good enough?
Bad enough?
I've got bloodstains on my face
Don't want to be called a disgrace
My pride keeps me going
Running around on adrenaline
You can't break me
'Cause you didn't create me
I’m above and beyond anything you could ever say
I can smell your fear and aggression
Back off
Or I will spit
We all wanna live the best life
To bad it’s not meant for us all
I’ll be here, keep on fighting till I fall
The pain is a constant feeling I can ignore
But your voice is something that keeps surrounding me
Like a stitch on my body that I just can’t seem to ignore
You better go away, ‘cause I bite and hit
You can’t break me
‘Cause you didn’t create me
27 Sep 2007, 21:07
Let my blood flow
Out of the window
Where the rythm begins and has no ending
Cigarette smile on his face
Chocolate and morphine running trough veins
Red lipstick on a mirror
Black-and white pictures floating trough the sky
Don't ask why
Just dance on the rythm of the window
20 Aug 2007, 00:15
Raise your hands and scream on the top of your lungs
We’re free now and we shout and scream
We will never again let people force us to do something,
Never ever again
Hold me close to you and say that everything will be good from now on
Press your lips against mine and tell me that we can face the world together
Together we’re alone, you and me against the world
They can’t hurt us anymore
‘Cause we fought and we won
We liberated ourselves from the suppressing
It’s just you and me now
You and me against the world
28 Jan 2007, 15:17
The mistakes that I made
The things that I did
Aint proud of it at all
Asking God to have mercy on my soul:
Father forgive me and please forgive my mistakes
Please tell me that I was wrong.
The things that I said
I wished that some-one stopped me
That some-one stopped me and my big mouth
I'm telling you again
I'm not proud
I'm walking a path of misery and hate
I need to stop myself
Before it is to late..
2 Sep 2006, 13:14
Vriendinnen zijn een van de mooiste dingen op aarde. Ze geven om je , ze lachen met je (vaak pleur je van je stoel af van het lachen),je kan urenlang met ze shoppen , je maakt samen leraren gek , je word onfgeloofelijk melig met ze , je ouders worden gek van de telefoonrekening die steeds hoger word door het eeuwige gebel naar elkaar. I love my girls!
hele dikke kus voor jullie allemaal
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